I can’t hardly breathe in daylight
My heart is broken A muscle malfunctioning Not fit for purpose
I suck Thank fuck for great things I can sit with
I’m tired and I’ll forget but damn. Shit is fuckedup
I only want your vision Not some useless other idea of you
Everything dusty Springfield or dusty bin
all the beauty I’m not and the intimacy I’m not having It’s a full time job
I’m gonna watch tv now and try not to think about anything ever
keep thinking I should do something but nah
To own desired objects
what would 80s LL COOL J do?
Garden of ugh
I only want your vision Not some useless other idea of you
nothing happened though i have to recover like something did
arse piece *giggle*
I hate myself But all my demons are my own
Any fucker who says it’s artistic and temperament of artist can fuck right off Mentally illness sucks
I do want to add cooking to the very short list of thing I do which consists of basically sleeping and worrying
no food starve die die u bastard
Kinda inspiring but like Not cuz I can't do stuff
Who hasn't lived in fear of the me outside and the me inside
I give too many fucks I’m a careless fuck giver A promiscuous worrier
arse piece *giggle*
Everything dusty Springfield or dusty bin