NETTLE BOY

It's dark and quiet and nothing can hurt me now The day demons are dead

To own desired objects

A day of thinking of being touched and not wanting to be touched Saturday A day

selfish spiteful mornings and suffocating silent nights

I’m ravenously feasting on bread. It’s expensive and bloatingly decadent

I’m gonna watch tv now and try not to think about anything ever

So sweet yes Honeycomb bones

love songs are kind of abstracted to me because of how my life was is … SHRUGS

Existential dieting

Everything dusty Springfield or dusty bin

Just a git

No drama Except the shit I have in my head

I've been avoiding doctors So I'm unmediated

Sweating is far too polyester abhorrent Lightly perspiring Awaiting correspondence

I'm not a monster I am a monster

I’m gonna pout and float all in space

Just a git

At any other point in history I wouldve been dead for years

I’m gonna pout and float all in space

My sofa Saturday Sockless and serene A Buddhist calm A pitbull grin

all the beauty I’m not and the intimacy I’m not having It’s a full time job

Everything dusty Springfield or dusty bin

Denial and repression keep me breathing