i thoughtyou wanted some kind of sci fi artschool continental time zone cocks and cunts opera
I hate myself But all my demons are my own
Any fucker who says it’s artistic and temperament of artist can fuck right off Mentally illness sucks
keep thinking I should do something but nah
Everything dusty Springfield or dusty bin
all the beauty I’m not and the intimacy I’m not having It’s a full time job
i was panicking that i was forgetting what you look like
Just a git
i thoughtyou wanted some kind of sci fi artschool continental time zone cocks and cunts opera
My mind destroys worlds Have some
I’m ravenously feasting on bread. It’s expensive and bloatingly decadent
keep thinking I should do something but nah
no food starve die die u bastard
selfish spiteful mornings and suffocating silent nights
no food starve die die u bastard
all the beauty I’m not and the intimacy I’m not having It’s a full time job
Denial and repression keep me breathing
House sleepers important too
Me I’ll overthink myself into 500 years of doubt and self murder
selfish spiteful mornings and suffocating silent nights
At any other point in history I wouldve been dead for years
I'm not a monster I am a monster
Weird is better than all them other fuckrrs who aren't you
I tell the truth against my nature or with you the daylight sneaks in