i was panicking that i was forgetting what you look like
I’m gonna pout and float all in space
waking life is one long apology I am truly sorry
Stretched out again Like a long legged goose Or something
I do want to add cooking to the very short list of thing I do which consists of basically sleeping and worrying
I tell the truth against my nature or with you the daylight sneaks in
just want something to soften the edges of my distress
Poking wounds with rusty spoons
all the beauty I’m not and the intimacy I’m not having It’s a full time job
To be in love With candid kitchen you
My sofa Saturday Sockless and serene A Buddhist calm A pitbull grin
To be in love With candid kitchen you
Who hasn't lived in fear of the me outside and the me inside
My mind destroys worlds Have some
SITS IN CORNER FACING THE WAL
Stretched out again Like a long legged goose Or something
Greedy pig life
I’m ravenously feasting on bread. It’s expensive and bloatingly decadent
The horror of waking up as myself. Again
Garden of ugh
My corner shop only sells cancer and concrete
Everything is best Because you Because me
i thoughtyou wanted some kind of sci fi artschool continental time zone cocks and cunts opera
Sweating is far too polyester abhorrent Lightly perspiring Awaiting correspondence