nothing happened though i have to recover like something did
waking life is one long apology I am truly sorry
My sofa Saturday Sockless and serene A Buddhist calm A pitbull grin
The horror of waking up as myself. Again
It's dark and quiet and nothing can hurt me now The day demons are dead
i sleeps with the fridges
To own desired objects
No drama Except the shit I have in my head
selfish spiteful mornings and suffocating silent nights
love songs are kind of abstracted to me because of how my life was is … SHRUGS
I tell the truth against my nature or with you the daylight sneaks in
Who hasn't lived in fear of the me outside and the me inside
nothing happened though i have to recover like something did
No drama Except the shit I have in my head
Everything is best Because you Because me
I can’t hardly breathe in daylight
keep thinking I should do something but nah
Poking wounds with rusty spoons
I've been avoiding doctors So I'm unmediated
I’m tired and I’ll forget but damn. Shit is fuckedup
selfish spiteful mornings and suffocating silent nights
waking life is one long apology I am truly sorry
Stretched out again Like a long legged goose Or something
My only talent is for dreamless sleep As we dig deeper into The hated months