Denial and repression keep me breathing
Kinda inspiring but like Not cuz I can't do stuff
My heart is broken A muscle malfunctioning Not fit for purpose
Greedy pig life
No drama Except the shit I have in my head
I've been avoiding doctors So I'm unmediated
My mind destroys worlds Have some
no food starve die die u bastard
i was panicking that i was forgetting what you look like
Poking wounds with rusty spoons
To own desired objects
My sofa Saturday Sockless and serene A Buddhist calm A pitbull grin
Stretched out again Like a long legged goose Or something
I give too many fucks I’m a careless fuck giver A promiscuous worrier
My mind destroys worlds Have some
To own desired objects
No drama Except the shit I have in my head
Stretched out again Like a long legged goose Or something
I suck Thank fuck for great things I can sit with
Big soft pig cushion
all the beauty I’m not and the intimacy I’m not having It’s a full time job
Any fucker who says it’s artistic and temperament of artist can fuck right off Mentally illness sucks
I've been avoiding doctors So I'm unmediated
My only talent is for dreamless sleep As we dig deeper into The hated months