Does nothing - shocker!
I've been avoiding doctors So I'm unmediated
delayed response because couldnt remember how to reply
I give too many fucks I’m a careless fuck giver A promiscuous worrier
I've been avoiding doctors So I'm unmediated
I only want your vision Not some useless other idea of you
Who hasn't lived in fear of the me outside and the me inside
waking life is one long apology I am truly sorry
My mind destroys worlds Have some
The horror of waking up as myself. Again
keep thinking I should do something but nah
Everything dusty Springfield or dusty bin
Poking wounds with rusty spoons
just want something to soften the edges of my distress
I've been avoiding doctors So I'm unmediated
love songs are kind of abstracted to me because of how my life was is … SHRUGS
i thoughtyou wanted some kind of sci fi artschool continental time zone cocks and cunts opera
silently screaming and contorting myself into awful shapes
Existential dieting
Poking wounds with rusty spoons
Everything is best Because you Because me
My mind destroys worlds Have some
I suck Thank fuck for great things I can sit with
Any fucker who says it’s artistic and temperament of artist can fuck right off Mentally illness sucks