ppl with fewer feelings and nothing In common get married all the time
all the beauty I’m not and the intimacy I’m not having It’s a full time job
nothing happened though i have to recover like something did
My corner shop only sells cancer and concrete
Denial and repression keep me breathing
silently screaming and contorting myself into awful shapes
Greedy pig life
silently screaming and contorting myself into awful shapes
what would 80s LL COOL J do?
People pour their own desire into what they don’t know or see or something
Need my monk prison death sentence haircut back
i was panicking that i was forgetting what you look like
To own desired objects
all the beauty I’m not and the intimacy I’m not having It’s a full time job
I'm not a monster I am a monster
YES THAT IS MY OBSESSION
My mind destroys worlds Have some
Stretched out again Like a long legged goose Or something
Stretched out again Like a long legged goose Or something
I’m gonna watch tv now and try not to think about anything ever
The horror of waking up as myself. Again
Does nothing - shocker!
I hate myself But all my demons are my own
No drama Except the shit I have in my head