Denial and repression keep me breathing
what would 80s LL COOL J do?
I can’t hardly breathe in daylight
Weird is better than all them other fuckrrs who aren't you
No drama Except the shit I have in my head
just want something to soften the edges of my distress
People pour their own desire into what they don’t know or see or something
i thoughtyou wanted some kind of sci fi artschool continental time zone cocks and cunts opera
Everything dusty Springfield or dusty bin
keep thinking I should do something but nah
My heart is broken A muscle malfunctioning Not fit for purpose
To own desired objects
I've been avoiding doctors So I'm unmediated
all the beauty I’m not and the intimacy I’m not having It’s a full time job
Kinda inspiring but like Not cuz I can't do stuff
I'm not a monster I am a monster
what would 80s LL COOL J do?
Big soft pig cushion
My sofa Saturday Sockless and serene A Buddhist calm A pitbull grin
I hate myself But all my demons are my own
Garden of ugh
I give too many fucks I’m a careless fuck giver A promiscuous worrier
I only want your vision Not some useless other idea of you
A day of thinking of being touched and not wanting to be touched Saturday A day