i was panicking that i was forgetting what you look like
Any fucker who says it’s artistic and temperament of artist can fuck right off Mentally illness sucks
just want something to soften the edges of my distress
Stretched out again Like a long legged goose Or something
My mind destroys worlds Have some
I'm not a monster I am a monster
what would 80s LL COOL J do?
Garden of ugh
Everything dusty Springfield or dusty bin
nothing happened though i have to recover like something did
Greedy pig life
Existential dieting
I suck Thank fuck for great things I can sit with
My sofa Saturday Sockless and serene A Buddhist calm A pitbull grin
Everything is best Because you Because me
waking life is one long apology I am truly sorry
all the beauty I’m not and the intimacy I’m not having It’s a full time job
delayed response because couldnt remember how to reply
My only talent is for dreamless sleep As we dig deeper into The hated months
I do want to add cooking to the very short list of thing I do which consists of basically sleeping and worrying
all the beauty I’m not and the intimacy I’m not having It’s a full time job
Greedy pig life
I hate myself But all my demons are my own
i sleeps with the fridges