Any fucker who says it’s artistic and temperament of artist can fuck right off Mentally illness sucks
People pour their own desire into what they don’t know or see or something
I’m gonna watch tv now and try not to think about anything ever
just want something to soften the edges of my distress
My mind destroys worlds Have some
I do want to add cooking to the very short list of thing I do which consists of basically sleeping and worrying
I’m gonna pout and float all in space
I only want your vision Not some useless other idea of you
Weird is better than all them other fuckrrs who aren't you
Me I’ll overthink myself into 500 years of doubt and self murder
Any fucker who says it’s artistic and temperament of artist can fuck right off Mentally illness sucks
love songs are kind of abstracted to me because of how my life was is … SHRUGS
silently screaming and contorting myself into awful shapes
Poking wounds with rusty spoons
just want something to soften the edges of my distress
Need my monk prison death sentence haircut back
silently screaming and contorting myself into awful shapes
I only want your vision Not some useless other idea of you
My heart is broken A muscle malfunctioning Not fit for purpose
Who hasn't lived in fear of the me outside and the me inside
It's dark and quiet and nothing can hurt me now The day demons are dead
Existential dieting
Everything is best Because you Because me
I can’t hardly breathe in daylight